@[Me Talking]@

why? am i? are we?

2006-03-09T13:35:00.000Z

why sometimes you're being so insensitive..
why sometimes i think u dont really care..
why i always think u get annoyed by me..
why i think u're not always there for me..

am i too sensitive..
am i too demanding..
am i too inconsiderate..
am i too self-centered..

are we happy..
are we meant for each other..

i'm... errr.. running out of idea

2005-04-07T11:51:00.000+01:00

huhu.. been a while since my last post.. the thing is.. i dont know what to write... actually i do have some idea.. but some is too private... stories which are not to be read by them who knows me, but something that i want to express... and maybe get some feedbacks from the reader...

*sigh*

maybe i should just write something about my everyday life... not interesting.. but its my life...

woke up at 9.30 a.m... boil some water.. make a nice cup of coffee.. hmm... and start doing my assignment... no internet connections... sucks!

internet connection was okay at about 11... now i'm chatting..

interesting day huh??

I'm back!!

2005-04-01T02:43:00.000+01:00

yay!.. finally i'm now in London.. The trip to Italy was great.. Had so much fun.. I'm currently uploading the pics in my fotopages site.. i think i've been writing a lot there and now i have nothing to say here..

but one think i'd like to mention here is about what i noticed in Italy

people drink coffee at the bar.. they just stand.. later we knew its cheaper to stand..
italian = stylo.. even the ladies who work for the dewan bandaraya also wear make up.. with eye shadow.. lipstick and blusher tuhh..
no fat people!
too many piazza
they really show their intimacy.. even the teenagers are so daring..
people buskin in metro..
hmm.... i cant remember... need to refer to Suri's Journal..

well.. the food is nice... i just realized we didnt eat rice for so long.. but everyone seems to enjoy italian food very much... we sure miss the gelato... (italian ice cream)... yummy!!

arghh.. i'm sleepy.. i'll continue later kay?

I'm excited.. but tired

2005-03-21T01:52:00.000Z

Finally... i've managed to finish all my assignments... i'm going off to italy in a minute... will have so many things to write soon!!

I'm done with System Identification

2005-03-17T15:52:00.000Z

Whoaaaa... i didnt get any sleep last night.. been up doing SI coursework.. Finally, i've managed to get it done by 8 this morning and i decided to take a nap.. and i did.. i woke up at 12.10.. i was awaken by the sound of someone typing on my keyboard.. i knew that is MY computer just by the sound of the keyboard.. i just knew how it sounds like..

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This entry should be a cheerful one cause i've just finished another coursework.. but.. cant help thinking about what had happened this mornin.. *sigh*

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I need to continue doing my work..

til my next post!

i'm too busy

2005-03-15T18:45:00.000Z

*sigh*

i've been wanting to update my blog.. though no one came and visit this blog.. i still think i want to keep on writing.. of course no one came.. no one knows of its existence.. except for my dear friend Imah... who is also a blogger.. but she.. doesnt know the url.. huwa huwa..

well.. i am very busy.. i have too many things to do.. i think i've been writing so much bout that.. there are some progress... though none is completed.. done a bit of this and a bit of that.. i cant still cross out any entry on my to-do list.. this is so demotivating..

probability problem set is due tomorrow... hmm.. still havent done 2 out of 6 questions.. they are so hard.. some of my classmates submitted it without doing both questions... arghh... i might do that too.. just hand in whatever i could do... hope it wont affect so much on the marks..

I need to continue doing my work now... think i'll be going home late again tonite..

i'm tired

2005-03-12T01:12:00.000Z

Its a long day today... been at the lab till late at night.. i'm still standing though.. :((

I'm a last minute person.. sigh

2005-03-10T04:39:00.000Z

i took a long time trying to do this thing right and the way i wanted it to be.. i am so not good in all this blogging thingy.. i might get used to it soon.. now is my time to continue doing my assignments...

Due dates:

Probability and Stochastic Proceses (problem sets) - Wed, 16th March

System Identification (coursework) - Fri, 18th March

Probability and Stochastic Proceses (coursework) - Tues, 22nd March

Optimization (coursework) - Thurs, 24th March

Linear Optimal Control (coursework) - Thurs, 24th March

Fuzzy System (coursework) - 25th April

Multivariable (coursework) - 27th April

Actually, I have to submit the first five before the 20th of March since i'm going to Italy on the 21st.. I'm going crazy~~~~~ Seriously!

I'm new

2005-03-09T00:26:00.000Z

whoa.. really dont know why i finally have a blog of my own.. previously, i enjoyed reading other people's stuff.. kinda cool.. u can read their thoughts and give out comments... u can actually disscuss on a topic and share ur ideas and opinions on something.. once in a while.. it occur to me that sometimes it changes the way i think about something.. sometimes what they said are true.. sometimes.. it just something that never actually crossed my mind.. at times.. i did try to put myself in their situations being a wife.. a divorcee.. a student.. being a man.. and try to live their live and think whether i can cope with everything that they had to face...

not just that.. reading a blog of a fren is actually a way of keeping u in touch with them.. u'd know what had happened to them.. and u'll be glad.. knowing that they are happy and healthy..

at first i thought i wanna be anonymous.. but.. i think its kinda hard for me not to relate my everyday life in this blog.. making it hard for me to express myself.. so here i am.. writing this again..

i'm a bit stressed... i need to rest...

oh by the way... i was drinking evian mineral water while creating this.. hence the name.. huhu

~~@[Me Talking]@~~